It’s the simple things in life we forget
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for whats right in front of your face
But you can’t see it
Don’t let this be the thing you’ll always regret, no
It’s right there, it’s right there
I really wish there was a quick non temporary fix. This is so hard. My heart just hurts so bad and the tears just keep running.
All I can do now is hope for the best. I really believe it can work but change needs to happen and both of us deserve it for each other.
Is it wrong for me want to be wherever you are? Is it wrong for me to be near the person I gave my heart mind and soul to? Is it wrong that my comfort zone is not actually a place but a person? I try so hard and I do my best to do what you ask of me but when I ask you one thing you throw it in my face. I don’t want you to be a different person because you are perfect the way you are. I just ask you to put in the same amount of adjustment towards me that I have put towards you. I just wish I knew which side of you I am coming home to. You say you miss me and then I would get home and you would ignore me to watch TV or a movie and then sometimes I would come home and the slightest thing will tick you off. I am tired. When you are on you come home form work why is it fair for you to actually get to relax but when I get home I feel obligated do stuff and you ask me to do things. I am just exhausted that is all, hanging by a very short fuse. It would be nice if the one person that I count on to let me lay my stressed out exhausted head let me lay my head on her instead of chewing off or just ignoring it. I try so hard and sometimes I feel like you do not see it or you just seem to look past it. I don’t know what to do anymore, it really feels like I am underappreciated.